project 52 / week 37 / ode to a portal

37/52 // *ode to a portal, thou shall not pass*

It’s hard to reconcile the two identities that wage within me. Sometimes I think I should go back, before it’s too late. The other part of me knows it was best I flew. That it created growth impossible to achieve in another area code, and if I go back, all that may be lost. So I am stuck in a way, between the two places I wish to be. Not knowing if I will get to either of them. So it would be nice if this portal existed, but the timeline we’re in, these things don’t exist. Thou shall not pass.

project 52 / week 36 / the world waking up